F U Energy

I haven't slept yet I've been staring at my phone Waiting for drunk texts Every weekend it's the same I think I'm obsessed and it hurts But I'm stuck here on this earth Have you slept yet? (Yeah) I should be on that fuck-you energy (that's it) But I'm stuck with memories Of names that we would call our son Or daughter, but I guess that's done, yeah Shits fight, but that's us (that's us) To think of going all my life (yeah) Without you being by my side, yeah Jordon, I don't wanna hear from you anymore I wish you hated me, because we're never gonna get back together I just can't leave your ass alone Can't take these pictures off my phone And oh my God, this fucking hurts I guess I got what I deserve So give my heart back a hundred times I die a little when you cry (I die) It kills me that you've realised So please, accept my last goodbye You can say I let you down (you down) And you can say I burnt our bridges (and I did) But the truth is I'm just done with you pretending you're the victim (suspect) And I know I feel the pain She's swimming through my veins But everyone keeps telling me I should be on that fuck-you energy (that's it) But I drowned in jealousy So tell me, did we waste our time? I thought you said our stars aligned, yeah (but it doesn't) Shits fight, but that's us (that's us) And I can't get you out my head Is he on my side of the bed? Yeah You fucked up I can't tell you how far you pushed me away We're done, it's over I just can't leave your ass alone Can't take these pictures off my phone And oh my God, this fucking hurts I guess I got what I deserve So give my heart back a hundred times I die a little when you cry It kills me that you've realised So please accept my last goodbye