Heavy Handed

Can't grow much when I feel small and surrounded Take note of all the things that keep me grounded Where did I go? I drop my sanity then found it Alone when it was dark and I was stranded Couldn't plan this Broken down by the things that made me Built a house with the things that saved me Chopped it down in the name of changing Name of changing Turn my back on the things that scare me Holding on to the plot just barely Write it down in the name of changing Name of changing Can't grow up when my feet are firmly planted In the soil of mistakes and things I take for granted Hold off from being vocal or too candid Good enough to take to pages Heavy-handed, so I can grasp it Broken down by the things that made me Built a house with the things that saved me Chopped it down in the name of changing Name of changing Turn my back on the things that scare me Holding on to the plot just barely Write it down in the name of changing Name of changing