Falling Apart

Hold me hopelessness Never let me go It's only in the imbalance That we can be ourselves We're all just skin and bone I'm glued but basically broken Inside, I'm falling apart I'm falling apart I think it's happening again And I just can't quite believe I'm having to pretend But I'm not fooling anyone And now I can't win either way I'm forgetting my own name Despite the medicine The colours fade away Colours fade away I'm glued but basically broken Inside, I'm falling apart Not giving up, not this time And it's right before my eyes But I feel that I struggle to be myself I'm reaching out my hand Still begging for a chance They say a picture paints a thousand words But the colours on the canvas Have blurred me into the background Screaming, but there's no sound 'Cause I've cut myself out the frame Inside, I'm falling apart Not giving up, not this time And it's right before my eyes But I feel that I struggle to be myself I'm reaching out my hand Still begging for a chance To save ourselves A chance to call for help Is it ok? To feel this way? Give me a chance to save myself My will is broke and all my hope Is swinging by a thread If I had put more trust in myself And listened to what you'd said I'm worth more than I believe I am more than just a face That hides beneath the mask I wear A mask I can't replace 'Cause I know it looks like I'm lost But I'm just dreaming away Inside, I'm falling apart Not giving up, not this time And it's right before my eyes But I feel that I struggle to be myself I'm reaching out my hand Still begging for a chance To save ourselves, a chance to call for help