Love Myself

Lost in the crowd again I don't know my friends I've fallen out of place See it on my face But I just hold on And I act real strong I don't know how long 'Til I fall into nothing (fall into nothing) Cause inside I'm nothing (inside I'm nothing) Push it down with a fake smile My soul's growing old My body is cold Losing control Sometimes it's hard to love myself To love myself I listen to the voice in my head Saying things that should never be said I even thought I was better off dead (I even thought I was better off dead) I try to learn to forgive It's not easy to live And we all make mistakes sometimes It's like two steps forward, and three steps back Cause the mind can torture, when thoughts react I close my eyes I wonder why I never feel right inside It's hard to take When I feel fake Push it down with a fake smile My soul's growing old My body is cold Losing control Sometimes it's hard to love myself To love myself To love myself To love myself