sunshine and roses

Runnin' from my problems But they haunt me like they're lonely Can't get far enough away Enough away from you Smokin' out a window With the perfume all around you They can't hear you and it's weird 'Cause it don't feel like it used to You told me to be patient But I'm getting sick of it Nothing has changed, I'm getting anxious That it never will I'm waitin' for my sunshine and roses Red as my bloody nose is This isn't what I wanted to be I'm livin' in the dark blindfolded This ashtray full of roaches Is the closest that I've gotten to clean (high, high) What if I choke on hope? Gimme a rope, just jokes Never been one to give up Easily, oh, no, not me I can't cry about just one thing Have to cry for everythin' Shed enough tears to fill the kitchen sink While waiting for my sunshine and roses Red as my bloody nose is This isn't what I wanted to be I'm livin' in the dark blindfolded This ashtray full of roaches Is the closest that I've gotten to clean (high, high) I'm waiting for my sunshine and roses Red as my bloody nose is This isn't what I wanted to be I'm livin' in the dark blindfolded This ashtray full of roaches Is the closest that I've gotten to clean (high, high) Where's my sunshine and roses? Where are my sunshine and roses? Oh, you say I'm getting close but How much longer can I go?