This Time

Mm-mm, ono, no This time Maybe this time I get this right I've been down and I've been out, I almost drowned And then my tears dried and I could see right, yeah Yeah, I can see why I've been out of focus, I can tell I'm broken I've been feelin' lonely, can You tell me that I'm chosen? Tell me that I'm Yours, I'm insecure, didn't You notice? Tell me that You love me, like I don't already know it Everybody actin' like they all okay Guess that I'm the only one that's in their own way Keepin' to myself like I'm the only one left And wonder why I'm out here by myself (Ah, ah) Every scar has turned my heart into a lock (Ooh, oh-oh) Know the key is give You all I got (Oh-oh) Even when it's hard to talk, feel like it's my fault Even if I'm wrong, tell me I belong Say You won't leave me askin' for help Say that You need me all to Yourself It's never easy, You say "Just believe me" So I'm believin' this time Maybe this time I get this right I've been down and I've been out, I almost drowned And then my tears dried and I could see right, yeah Yeah, I can see why I've been out of focus, I can tell I'm broken I've been feelin' lonely, can You tell me that I'm chosen? Tell me that I'm Yours, I'm insecure, didn't You notice? Tell me that You love me, like I don't already know it Oh, no, no, no, mm-hmm Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no, yeah Broken home means broken promise, left me broke like empty pockets No direction, out of options, all alone to face these problems So I'm drownin' in these feelings, I can't swim inside my tears No secure attachment, I'm detached from what is real I don't fight that, I just fight fears What's on the inside, you can't see in a mirror Back in my own mind, back in my own Back and I'm on mine, yeah, now I'm on 'Cause I remember my anxiety and life with no sobriety Sip syrup with Aunt Jemima all while Uncle Tito fights with me Life in isolation can get cold alone like hide and seek Probably would've froze if I had banked on someone findin' me So I put it in the light, nothin' left in the dark Exposin' all the hurt so I can patch a broken heart Now I'm back in my own mind, God took His own time Say it when you feel it, open up to healin' this time Maybe this time I get this right I've been down and I've been out, I almost drowned And then my tears dried and I could see right, yeah Yeah, I can see why I've been out of focus, I can tell I'm broken I've been feelin' lonely, can You tell me that I'm chosen? Tell me that I'm Yours, I'm insecure, didn't You notice? Tell me that You love me, like I don't already know it Oh, no, no, no, mm-hmm Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no