Try Not To Think

Picture window gazing Out of my peripheral vision Haven't cleaned that bird shit up for days Is it laziness Procrastination Or a welcome distraction From what's in front of my face Try not to think Try not to think Pseudo heart attacks From Pseudoephedrine Stupid girl, you've learned your lesson Let's never speak of this again Doctor overdosed me on Calm the fuck down I don't know how I fell asleep with all those limbs Try not to think Try not to think Who did this to me? Who planted the bomb in my chest? Who let the devil in to my flesh? Who let the devil in? I've got the night sweats And the big red button by the headrest And a fist full of Ativan Dissolving underneath my tongue Someone let the devil in Fire ants and Lexapro Nobody knows Nobody knows This unhinged equilibrium Just spins and spins and spins and spins Try not to think Try not to think Who did this to me? Who planted the bomb in my chest? Who let the devil in to my flesh? Who let the devil in? I've got the night sweats And the big red button by the headrest And a fist full of Ativan Dissolving underneath my tongue Someone let the devil in Diagnosis read It's all in your head Why don't you go home and go to bed Diagnosis read It's all in your head Why don't you go home and go to bed Diagnosis read It's all in your head Why don't you go home and go to bed Who did this to me? Who planted the bomb in my chest? Who let the devil in to my flesh? Who let the devil in? I've got the night sweats And the big red button by the headrest And a fist full of Ativan Dissolving underneath my tongue Someone let the devil in