I should probably drink more water
I should probably fix my posture
And my two pills a night
Feel like too much and not enough
I'm just trying to be a good daughter
In Vermont, I feel like I'm an imposter
And my drawbridge is coming down
And this heatwave is burning me up
The right side of my bed feels better than the left
And I feel like the worst if I'm not the best
I keep burning my own bridge whether I lose or win
I always wish I had more to give
If only I wasn't such a flight risk
If only I could settle down and mean it
Is this emptiness
What people call their twenties?
No, I'm not afraid of bruising
But I'm a coward in the face of losing
"Fuck a quitter," says a wannabe winner
Who can't stop running
The right side of my head feels better than the left
And I should let this go, but I haven't yet
I keep burning my own bridge whether I lose or win
I always wish I had more to give
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
