Survive My Own Mind

Can we just slow down? I feel lately there is no time My heart beats fast, but my Next dose isn't 'til nine So, one, two, three, deep breaths, and Five ways to help reconnect As my mind keeps trying to ground my body's unrest I don't think I'm someone that I recognize I no longer think I'm on my own side I feel like I am just tryna survive Survive my own mind I think I'm just doing my best to get by Something feels off, yeah, it doesn't feel right I feel like I am just tryna survive Survive my own mind Surrounded by people, but I'm out of body Keep conversation flow, but I can hardly Tell myself that they won't notice if I leave the party I need to leave the party And here's the thing The problem doesn't seem to be this place or what I'm wearing It's harder that I can't point exactly why I'm anxious Everything is fine, but I still want to escape it I can't take it I don't think I'm someone that I recognize I no longer think I'm on my own side I feel like I am just tryna survive Survive my own mind I think I'm just doing my best to get by Something feels off, yeah, it doesn't feel right I feel like I am just tryna survive Survive my own mind Survive my own mind To survive my own mind (It's getting harder and harder) To survive my own mind (It's getting harder and harder) To survive my own mind (It's getting harder and harder) To survive my own mind I don't think I'm someone that I recognize I no longer think I'm on my own side I feel like I am just tryna survive Survive my own mind (To survive my own mind) I think I'm just doing my best to get by Something feels off, yeah, it doesn't feel right I feel like I am just tryna survive Survive my own mind (Survive my own mind)