Don't Matter

When I was young My father said "Don't you worry son You'll find yourself in a world Of fake and lonely souls" I'm losing sleep 'Cause this guitar just can't seem to make ends meet, no I walk the line between confidence and suicide I made a promise to myself That the sun, it will rise I lost some friends along the way Oh well what a shame I'm praying when I don't believe Just to manifest a dream Demons they torture my mind Don't matter how hard I fall No matter how fast I hit the ground Go on and break all my bones But you will never break me down Don't matter how long the road Gonna be a better me when I get home Go on and throw shade my way But if I miss, least I went down swinging I'm riding through the broken dreams of California Both fingers crossed windows down And I'm living on the stories I tell myself I'm losing sleep 'Cause this guitar just can't seem to make ends meet, no I walk the line between confidence and suicide I made a promise to myself That the sun it will rise I lost some friends along the way Oh well what a shame I'm praying when I don't believe Just to manifest a dream Demons they torture my mind Don't matter how hard I fall No matter how fast I hit the ground Go on and break all my bones But you will never break me down Don't matter how long the road Gonna be a better me when I get home Go on and throw shade my way But if I miss, least I went down swinging I know that it rains in this town All I ask is you don't let me drown I've got so much to say But I'm scratching the surface Trade my soul for the stage Now my life is a circus Don't matter how hard I fall No matter how fast I hit the ground Go on and break all my bones But you will never break me down Don't matter how long the road Gonna be a better me when I get home Go on and throw shade my way But if I miss, least I went down swinging