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Wake up, anxious Can't stop thinking the truth is Wish I was someone else The wirings all twisted in my brain I hear my parents With all their easy solutions Guess I'm just hard to help But finally, I'm getting so sick of myself That I'm gonna be better I'm gonna be different I'm not gonna let the anxiety get in I'm gonna try on my own tonight To turn off the TV To sit with my feelings Remember the good things And how to be human I'll be alright on my own tonight Starting now Now I'm golden Some good conversations A little fresh air I swear I'm getting somewhere But the wirings all twisted in my brain Cause all of a sudden I fall And I'm back to the place That I thought I hid in the dark Blast from the past Back to the start That I'm gonna be better I'm gonna be different I'm not gonna let the anxiety get in I'm gonna try on my own tonight To turn off the TV To sit with my feelings Remember the good things And how to be human I'll be alright on my own tonight Starting now Starting now I can't keep holding To the old me Gotta work this out Starting now I'm gonna be better I'm gonna be different I'm not gonna let the anxiety get in I'll be alright Starting now To turn off the TV To sit with my feelings Remember the good things And how to be human I'll be alright on my own tonight Starting now