Old Trauma

Can't stand to live can't afford to die Staying far from the left and far from the right Its Old trauma it don't get me down no more Got a liar by the tail I got a cat by the tongue Ain't no doubt that some bells need to be rung I ain't the ringer, oh I ain't the man Its what that devil does when the world looks away It's inside your head and begs you to stay It's Old Trauma it don't get me down no more Say you got some bad news tell me what's new Seems like every day is a whole different blues To care is useless to care is sad My blood's red as yours and with that being said You want to harp on the small things Son you're better off cold and dead It's Old Trauma it don't get me down no more Its what that devil does when the world looks away It's inside your head and begs you to stay It's Old Trauma it don't get me down no more It's Old Trauma it don't get me down no more Its what that devil does when the world looks away It's inside your head and begs you to stay Worry is an ugly thing you swim or you drown Pained on your face like the smile of a clown It's Old Trauma oh it don't get me down no more