Worm Food

Taking these god damn meds Ain't gonna fix my head I been up in that dirt Sally gon eat that lead I been a god damn mess Never gon leave this bed Bet it could not get worse Getting devoured every sec aye How I supposed to live at all Every second sick of y'all Feel like I invented demented vision up in my nogg- In that never ending fog Cemetery center fold Peeling the cement from the dent this needle put in my arm Crawling and burrow this hole in my mental with venom I Fought thru the sorrow tomorrow ain't better its pent up Motherfuckers are muttering shut up I never could hear em Imma rummage in sludge and I bludgeon myself in the ear drums Imma reclusive reject I done seen death I don't want it On the other hand, this palm sand, these fingers imma cut em up I see thru the feed yet I bleed meds so I'm nauseous I'm the son of man, got hella land Gon throw you off of that boardwalk So sick and fucking tired this wire conceal my head I can't focus on my life the flies surround my neck How the fuck y'all really kind the mind is fucking stressed out Left out, but the best out, that Blck and Grey the best sound Money turn all yo friends to solipsists The faces on them printed linen heads ain't so innocuous Your words etched into Babylon tower bricks for the populous I rolled so many dutches my thumbs are greener than botanists Sometimes I pour liquor to cope like Great, my grand, and my father did Don't like the taste of wine But the pastor said I could find god in it Penny fo' yo fucked up thoughts, flip it and watch the copper spin Evolved from worm to man but much within you is still bottomfed What's a number to a knuckle? What's a knee to a jaw? What's another motherfucker When them streams fallin off? See me screamin out the rubble with my teeth full of rocks This shit's so polluted you might have to breathe through a sock Watch em stumble, legs buckle Like a bridge demolition Pink bodies writhing around me Dead or alive, is there a difference? The fit I'm in Was paid for just off dividends Give a shit if you get advances That just mean you limited I might knock off that grin again