False Narrative

To die or survive Hope, into what I desire I'll paint a new picture More than a new fixture Stick figures, multiple in time A character to pretend Dancing with myself again Selfish, six pills, double dose, my grumbled guilt A false narrative I will try Let me follow the others Let me follow the others I wanna discover With my idols above us Let me follow the others Let me follow the others Let me follow the others Ay We are polar, opposite in radar I button up my new look, it covers up what I overtook You and me, forever bleed A long existence, a time sheet This narrative is a part of me For no one knows, and only I can see A character to pretend Dancing with myself again I know that new change Comes new regret on each day A false narrative I will try Let me follow the others Let me follow the others With my idols above us I wanna discover (The fear, the drive, the choice is up to me, a tree so still is all I can perceive, so melancholy, all want, not need, for now) Let me follow the others