Slowly Healing

Two sides to each knife in my back Five stages, skipped one, and went mad Fuck dark, what you did was pitch black I was already hopeless My pain was first thing on your list Got scabs from red flags that I missed Bandaged, the wounds haven't closed yet You sent me to my lowest Now I'm slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for Slowly healing You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtains Buried all my feelings, you only saw the surface I'm slowly healing from the girl I adored Slowly healing from the shit I endured Slowly hеaling, it's all I ever asked for Nеver thought you'd make the list of my friends who passed Lost another part of me, happened way too fast Damn, I wish that I could trust like I did in the past Now the damage is done and I'm broken in half All the questions that I had seemed to answer themselves My suspicions came to life, who's the crazy one now? Tried to burn me with the gaslight, blow that shit out I'm still reeling from the last night Now I'm slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for Slowly healing You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtains Buried all my feelings, you only saw the surface I'm slowly healing from the girl I adored Slowly healing from the shit I endured Slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for Slowly healing from the shit I endured Slowly healing from the girl I adore