Lost Cause

Was it all just a dream or Was it just the price to pay? Now I'm left here to pray in silence And you got what you wanted I search for meaning When all I used to do was dreaming Disconsolate, mourning a loss, lonesome at best Run away, but I can never escape from the pain in my brain This fucking misery I need a reason for who we are I need to breathe throughout the war I lost faith in myself again I lost faith in myself again Just breathe in (just breathe in) Just breathe in (just breathe in) And bury me, bury me Just pretend (just pretend) Just pretend (just pretend) And run away, run away (I'm slowly shutting down and) I can't deny that all I do is losing control You know I can't keep going on, this shit is taking its toll But I can never escape, but I can never escape, fuck But I can never escape System failure I need a reason for who we are I need to breathe throughout the war I lost faith in myself again I lost faith in myself again