Summer 2019

I'm here, gone out of my head in the back of the bar Still thinking 'bout what you said, front seat of my car We can't change, can't behave, out of night, out of line I feel like dying in this bar In the bathroom, I look at myself Can't see me without you 'cause you know me You know me so well At least that's what I've been telling myself When I should be sleeping, I'm trying to fall 'Cause I get so scared, you don't know me at all Now we're here in your childhood house You're not hearing me out Hate that it has to be me always bringing us down You say that it's okay, we're gonna make it, everything works out I feel like dying in your house On your couch where we used to make out For hours and hours, we'd be fucking around Laughing out loud, but just look at us now We've never been further But you know me, you know me so well At least that's what I've been telling myself When I should be sleeping, I'm trying to fall 'Cause I get so scared, you don't know me at all When you break it down You freeze up while I'm freaking out With all the clouds around It's never been clearer than now