Trust Me

Sometimes I'm scared I feel like I'm losing grip I don't want to hold onto it But the pain is here And letting go doesn't get rid of it from my system I'm sick of it, nauseous, exhausted To be honest, I envisioned a bit different Don't you worry, I got this I'll be good, I promise Always knew what to say Always know how to portray everything is okay Nothing is okay If I can't decide my state Then I don't think I should stay I should resign Because I don't want to reside where I've no peace of mind Nothing is okay I promise you'll be fine if I don't stay Look back on my life Wish I can rewind When everything was all right Everything was all right You were all mine He was all right Sometimes I'm scared I feel like I'm losing it I don't want to hold no more Because the pain I fear It grows every year from my system I'm sick of it, nauseous, exhausted To be honest, I envisioned my life to be different Don't you worry, I got this I'll be good, I promise Trust me, I'll be good in another place that's not here I'll be better Always knew what to say Always know how to portray that everything is okay Nothing is okay It's not If I can't decide my state Then I don't think I should stay Nothing is okay