Birthday

You have You have no idea How lonely this life is I don't want to see anyone I don't want to blow any candles I don't want no piece of cake I don't want to play pretend Like last year Fuck last year 27 lost my friends Lost the wrong ones anyway 27 lost myself Still trying to find my place So no present No party I'm all alone Happy birthday to me I'm too loyal, too honest Too big, too kind I'm too scared to live I doubt myself so bad I'm angry at everything And I break my own heart I'll never settle Emotional Afraid to be like my dad I'm scared to be like my dad If it doesn't hurt, then it isn't love If it doesn't hurt, then it isn't love And I know that isn't true So why do I Get off in violence When the truth is that I'm a force to be reckoned with But for now I'm all alone Here's to a new year And Happy birthday to me