Is This What You Wanted

Is this what you wanted? Is this what you fucking wanted from me now? Wide awake, can't escape from the thoughts in my head And you're the reason I'm sinkin' away Catchin' on to mistakes, wonderin' if I'll be dead soon The pressure, the pain After all of these things that you told me to do I'm not worthy, I'm broken, I'm hung from a noose But I'm so tired of these feelings from you Try to take, take, take control of me Made the same mistake again Take your mourning 'Cause I don't care if you need me here And I'm broken again So gone from a friend Leave your warning You never knew who you're talking to I'm done with your games And I won't ever change Stay in line from the words that I constantly see It's like I'm slowly falling into the stream Tired of feeling like I'm always stuck comparing the same thing So what the fuck is wrong with me being me? Drop down, fallin' on to my knees I'm tired feelin' like nobody can see I'm just a kid, that's all I'm ever tryin' to be My head's down, I'm rolled back, I just wanna be me Try to take, take, take control of me Made the same mistake again Take your mourning 'Cause I don't care if you need me here And I'm broken again So gone from a friend Leave your warning You never knew who you're talking to I'm done with your games And I won't ever change Take your mourning 'Cause I don't care if you need me here And I'm broken again So gone from a friend Leave your warning You never knew who you're talking to I'm done with your games And I won't ever change Is this what you wanted?