Collarbone

When I was two I broke my collarbone Dad ran to the kitchen, dropped the phone As the batteries fell out I was screaming from the ground But it didn't hurt as much as it does now It's 2am but New York's never dark And I'm crying on the swings in Central Park Wrote our names on picnic tables Crossed yours out cause I'm unstable Two breaths in by the third gotta calm down You never even told me you were leaving Leaving Had to cut me out to cut the feeling Feeling Broke me when you left this town Nothing can fix me now And every-time I'm half-way to the healing Healing You come around again to start the bleeding Bleeding Broke me when you left this town X-rays as the lights go down Summertime, I was twelve years old Biking up and down the mountain roads I flew off the handlebars Picked the stones out of my scars Not as painful as you are You never even told me you were leaving Leaving Had to cut me out to cut the feeling Feeling Broke me when you left this town Nothing can fix me now And every-time I'm half-way to the healing Healing You come around again to start the bleeding Bleeding Broke me when you left this town X-rays as the lights go down Flashbacks, midnight, new years And Sublime we were singing in the car We were driving under stars Sirens, Union square I come home You're not there Not even a letter, just a why? You never even told me you were leaving Had to cut me out to cut the feeling Broke me when you left this town Nothing can fix me now And every-time I'm half-way to the healing (every single time) Healing You come around again to start the bleeding (I guess I'm fucking blind) Bleeding Broke me when you left this town X-rays as the lights go down