You get so distant on those pills

You say you're worried and you've gotta get yourself A little better while your head is straight And all the while we keep sleeping above the covers With our fingers only interlaced I feel I'm trapped in an oscillation of taking One step forward and hundred back You seem to treat me different every day I think I might be close to finally losing track When you take those antidepressants I get that they help but you feel so distant When you take those antidepressants I get that you're numb, but you act so different Your doctor said that he could ease the pain You'd like to chase your demons with a baseball bat I'm sure they'll hide for a little while But once your course is done then what comes after that? It's ok I understand you've got to do Whatever really makes you feel the best I say you're perfect nearly everyday but Somehow in the morning you seem to forget When you take those antidepressants I get that they help but you feel so distant When you take those antidepressants I get that you're numb, but you act so different With or without those antidepressants I'll be here, waiting to catch your sadness I'll catch your sadness I'll be here I'll be here