Before It Falls Apart

You say I'm your favorite cup of coffee That I make you so happy Damn, I'm happier than I've been in a while I'm your favorite kind of car ride And the way you look in my eyes Never gives me any reasons not to smile 'Cause it's perfect, we're workin' Why the hell am I always searchin' For problems that don't even exist? Hate that I think like this I'm such a pessimist Always ten steps towards the end at the start You say you love me now But I've seen love run out And I'm just way too good at breakin' my own heart Before it all falls apart Maybe I learned it from my mother When she didn't find another So I'm afraid that I'll end up alone We're perfect, we're workin' Why the hell am I always searchin' For problems that don't even exist? Hate that I think like this I'm such a pessimist Always ten steps towards the end at the start You say you love me now But I've seen love run out And I'm just way too good at breakin' my own heart Before I take your love and taint it Watch your eyes fill up with hatred I make good things complicated I make good things complicated Try to change my thoughts, erase 'em Believe in all the words you're sayin' Scared you'll take my heart and waste it I'm so scared Hate that I think like this I'm such a pessimist Always ten steps towards the end at the start You say you love me now But I've seen love run out And I'm just way too good at breakin' my own heart Before it all falls apart