Indecision

I am in a swarm of events They keep drowning out where my footing should be now It's hard to see all the turns And not have a sight where all the roads will end up now Did I fall too far from the very end? Torn apart in a line, feelin all stretched out Yeah, I know I should be more trusting Open parts of myself with defenses down I'm trying to feel this out right now. I'm trying to be all right But it's still hanging there, still hanging there I black out when I don't know how I'm trying to be all right I'm trying to feel this out right now I am coming to terms The burden on my back has made It harder to be strong and stand up straight So I fell hard and my knees are broke And now that I can't run away from you I pray my heart that they won't heal Did I fall too far from the very end? Torn apart in a line, feelin all stretched out Yeah, I know I should be more trusting "Oh God, it's you I'm trusting" I'm trying to feel this out right now. I'm trying to be all right But it's still hanging there, still hanging there I black out when I don't know how I'm trying to be all right I'm trying to feel this out right now I'm trying to feel this out right now. I'm trying to be all right But it's still hanging there, still hanging there I black out when I don't know how I'm trying to be all right I'm trying to feel this out right now