I'm The X

This news really changes everything I can't believe how wrong I've been Convinced myself we shared the same feelings I won't make that mistake again She's happy and carefree The opposite of me I can do the calculus For her I set aside My need to analyze Now I'm wrecked and searching for why I'm the ex I've got no one but myself to blame I've betrayed my core philosophy Unbending reason must be my true north Lest I drown in this sea of pain I'm so dysfunctional Weak and emotional Feelings I just can't contain Escaping this misery You're breaking free Not a possibility I solved for Y in my computation But missed vital information The variable so devastating I'm the X I'm the X I'm the ex