Notes From A Wrist

I didn't wanna have to break it off But you got my back up against the wall I could take it back, but it's all my fault And all I know is I'ma make it worse I'm burning down, but I burn it all I never wanna have to take a loss Only wanted you to take my soul But you left it with me in the name of love Run away from home again I'm carving these notes into bloody arms Alone with my soul impaled Run away from your loving arms Why am I so afraid? I don't care, I'm not coming home Why am I crying if this is what I wanted all along? But they don't wanna, they don't wanna They take advantage of the lonely ones Washing my hands in this bloody water I miss the way that I thought it was You, me, against the world And now the whole world is just against me (yeah, mm) (Can't take it, nah, can't take it all) You don't wanna have to lose it all But I would rather lose it anyway I swear I knew I'd lose you anyway I use your picture as a band-aid To cover every single hurting place And I don't think that I can take it all I really wish that I could take it all It's so cold Run away from home again I'm carving these notes into bloody arms Alone with my soul impaled Run away from your loving arms Why am I so afraid? I don't care, I'm not coming home Why am I crying if this is what I wanted all along? I don't even know where I'm going, but I'm going there fast, uh My actions only matter in the present, I don't care about the past, no And I don't get the answers to your questions So can you please stop asking me? Stop asking me Why am I so afraid of you? Your stare makes me so uncomfortable 'Cause I see myself in your eyes, your eyes Run away from home again, I've tried So many lives that I've died in Why am I so indecisive?