Healing in a Parking Lot

Obsessive, depressive, it's weighting on my chest Intrusive, delusion, the voices in my head Sitting in my car wondering how this ends Crying to a coffee to make it make sense I'm lost to my own demise Pray I'll salvage myself this time (this time) Ooh, ooh I'm healing in a parking lot And everything hurts But finally I've had enough of draggin' me under Ooh, ooh I'm still insecure as hell But damn, it feels good To finally tell myself that I'm gettin' better Ooh, ooh (Ooh, ooh) Impatient, I'm anxious, I taste it on my tongue All or nothin', soul crushin', I feel it in my lungs Staring at myself in the rear view mirror Retail therapy didn't make it clearer I'm lost to my own demise Pray I'll salvage myself this time (this time) Ooh, ooh I'm healing in a parking lot And everything hurts But finally I've had enough of draggin' me under Ooh, ooh I'm still insecure as hell But damn, it feels good To finally tell myself that I'm gettin' better Ooh, ooh (Ooh, ooh) Ooh, ooh I'm healing in a parking lot I'm still the same girl But now that I stopped hatin' who she is, I can love her I, I'm still insecure as hell But damn, it feels good To finally tell myself that I'm gettin' better (Ooh, ooh) I'm gettin', I'm gettin' better (Ooh, ooh) I'm gettin', I'm gettin' better (Ooh, ooh) I'm healing in a parking lot