Absence

Empty halls With your pictures on the walls I can't shake this want to set a fire to all of them right now And burn the memories right down Missed calls and cigarettes to keep me calm I can't shake this feeling I could give up and end it all right now Before it gets light out But I'ma take these shots one by one 'til the morning comes Got my blood running hotter than the midday sun Keep on putting more in my cup, the only thing I love Now that you're out of the frame, I ain't been sleeping enough Why does nobody get it, I know I'm gonna regret it This liquor's killing me but it's what's keeping me in the picture I know nobody's said it, but the graves where I'm headed No matter what I do it seems it seems like I won't ever forget it Yeah I gotta get wasted wasted every night Just to look 'em in their eyes in the morning light I gotta get wasted wasted every night Just to compensate for all the shit that ain't going right I can't breathe I'm too far gone Minutes turn to hours without you Got nobody to call So I gotta get wasted wasted every night Even though I know this shit is liquid suicide It's getting way too late But I'm feeling the same Hallucinating turn the corner and you're there once again It's driving me insane What does it take to escape The pressure building up inside of every inch of my veins Look what I'm turning to Another lost cause, damaged goods, and a burden too I'm on the last straw, fuck this life I'd give it all for you I'm laying my cards, open hand, you're what I'm running to And that's what I'm meant to do So I'ma take these shots one by one till the morning comes Now my hearts beating harder than the midday sun Keep on putting more in my cup, the only thing I love Now that you're out of the frame, I ain't been eating enough Why does nobody get it I know I'm gonna regret it The cigs are killing me but they're what's keeping me in the picture I know nobody's said it but with you's where I'm headed Keep tryna call you but it's silent on the other end I'm sick of getting wasted wasted every night Just to look em in their eyes in the morning light I'm sick of getting wasted wasted every night just to compensate for everybody saying goodbye I can't breathe I'm too far gone Hours turn to days without you Got nobody to call So ima get wasted wasted one more time And if I do it right this will be the last night I close my eyes