About This

I don't know Why I'm like this It's not like It's on purpose Just somehow I want to hurt less Clawing down Way past where I think I should look Older wounds Gone untreated Scabbed and scarred And then repeated Recognize What I've needed I need help How do I seek it out (You're on your own) Arguing with maladapted ties (You're all alone) (You don't) Stressing the seams (Deserve anything) Things are hardly contained Distant and always on guard (Just let me be) I'm finding it hard to let Go Let's talk about this, about this, about this, about this Let's talk about this, about this, about this, about this Let's talk about this, about this, about this, about this Let's talk about this, about this, about this, about this I'm ready to try this, to try this, to try this, to try this Let's talk about this, about this, about this, about this