Never Laugh Again

In this moment, I swear I'll never laugh again But I know I will come around soon And regain my confidence (My confidence) But nothing's changing here, my jokes never work They know I'm a prick, obsessed with fame I lack values, I'm a jerk, yeah Some decisions that I made I was unaware, and I was underage Well they put me past the point of no return I'm not as half as fun as I once was But maybe that's just growing up Or maybe something I just have to earn As if I'll ever change I tried that but got in the way As if I'll ever change Tried that already but I just, just get in the way I say things I don't mean and I don't mean to cause a scene And I don't want this to be something you remember I'll stop hiding in my room and I'll stop telling partial truths I will not be someone you remember I miss being the bad boy with loose shooters in my pocket And no money in my wallet, just a rolling paper found on the ground Used to rule our own empire Now we're walking on eggshells And putting up gates and fences To stave off all of our worst common fears In this moment, I swear I'll never laugh again But I know I will come around soon And regain my confidence (My confidence) Nothing's changing here, my jokes never work They know I'm a prick (They know I'm a prick) And it's driving me insane, yeah