Ando Mas Que Mal

I'm at war with myself sometimes I'm terrified I'm at war with myself sometimes i'm terrified I just break down and cry Sometimes I'm mummified I don't even want you to think about it Im fine in time I'm at war with myself sometimes I'm terrified I just break down and cry Sometimes I'm mummified I don't even want you to think about it Im fine in time You can't take all my pain this just a different type My heart been so cold for so long It's just a different tired I been holding peoples burdens ever since a child I don't even want you to pity me just hear me cry They say there's reason for help But I'm still asking why I done changed people's lives Didn't even think bout mine I've done seen my people die And not one tear in eyes It didn't even hurt me til I watched myself go fly I don't want you to feel my pain just learn from mine I was thinking about why she been so distant lately Or was it something she did Or something I've mistaken Baby I been through it all I was a heartbreaker It's hittin different when you know they got their heart broken All the hearts I healed but look at all them people scars I was cold baby it kept me up at night Everything that I went thru I made em feel that fight I was cold baby I'm talking different heights Know you a cold lady I'm warming up to you I'm tryna show you the world the pretty view You know I'm a gentleman this what gentle do We both adjusting baby our kinda love is new I pray it's not jus pretend lately my heart aching Can only take it so long until I start shaking If there's something on my mind I spill it out and face it I just can't let it get to me eat me up inside I'm at war with myself, sometimes I'm terrified I just break down and cry Sometimes I'm mummified I don't even want you to think about it Im fine in time You can't take all my pain this just a different type