Pressure To Exist

Pick your poison boy What is left for me Plastic bag of joy Numbing misery I know there's several ways to get the same effect But this is the one I use for mental clarity This is The only one who ever knew the back streets of me Then found me Picked me up and washed my feet So what am I to do then? Wouldn't a bad friend just leave? No r No friend You're a fiend You spent so long inside the entrance of a dream Now you're holding onto something to believe in That's evil to me How it lifts you up then drops you by your feet You've seen everything but not everything's as it seems The pressure to exist I still cannot forgive Forgotten is a myth Cause there that memory is Found my head inside a spliff Now I don't know where the fuck my body is The pressure to exist The pressure to The pressure to exist And I kept my head low because it was weighed down Like is this a break through or is it a break down? I guess it goes one way And I'm on the way out Wish someone would say it loud If they are Say it louder I'm in the middle of cry and laughter They wanna talk and then say it after Fuck them Lone wolf don't need a partner I'm a minder of my own thoughts In my mind ah I'm a father I'm a danger To my own self Though they say that I'm the answer Tell me what kinda shit I'm in Tell me what kinda shit I'm in Tell me what kinda shit I'm in Tell me now The pressure to exist I still cannot forgive Forgotten is a myth Cause there that memory is Found my head inside a spliff Now I don't know where the fuck my body is The pressure to exist The pressure to The pressure to exist