How Flowers Grow

Do I recognize the person standing in front of me? Can I feel the fear that they feel? I'm so comfortably numb I'm so comfortably, uncomfortably fucked up Shame that crawls up in my throat Expelled itself and took what was left inside All I want to do is hide Skin me clean of sin, clean me of my mind Look at my hands, at the blood you may find Don't want control teach my how flowers grow Can't recognize the person staring back at me Feel no fear, feel nothing The pain in this life, the guillotine is cutting The wrongs, the rights come back haunting Can't solve this riddle how Time to fix myself, return to the dirt Watch the seeds as they grow Learning how to let go, let go of control Sun the seeds I've sown, is this how flowers grow?