Constant State of Worst Case Scenario

Constant state of worst case scenario

Why the fuck am I always existing in a

Constant state of worst case scenario

Why is it every time

Every time I close my eyes

Anxiety is all that I find?

Everyday every month every year

I'm gouging out my eyes

Trying not to see these fucked up thoughts

I have come to life

Keep 'em locked away inside my mind

It happens all the time

I try to keep it buried deep inside

It's a feeling that I can't hide

I pretend I'm fine

Cause it's all in my mind right?

Constant state of worst case scenario

Why the fuck am I always existing in a

Constant state of worst case scenario

I try to see the brighter side

But my mind will always choose

The darkness over the light

Even if it's not right

I can't sleep at night

I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep

I can't fucking sleep

With this lingering feeling that something isn't fucking right

I don't wanna close my eyes

cause then I see what's

Broken on the inside

Why is my life always a

Constant state of worst case scenario

Fuck it

Constant state of worst case

Constant state of worst case scenario