Aksar Kabhi

Jo shaks mere dil men yuhin basa reh gaya Wo shaks mere aansuon ki wajah ban gaya Wo khush kisi aur ke sath ab dikhti mjhe Or main uske khatoun ko prh ke hansta reh gaya Ab bujhne nahi doon main hijar ke ye sadmay Ke dil men-kyun-teri yaadon ka sharar kaanp raha hai Afsos ke muhabbat men judayi ke wo sadmay Ek tu hai jo ke sadmay se kyun itna kaanp rha ha Tumne faasle barhaa liye to raabta nahi Bicharne pe ye tere ujra hua ghr bhi kaanp rha hai Ye aankhon men kuch chupe huye sach ko dekho tum Ye mumkin nahi mujrim hai ye shaks agr kaanp rha hai Is darja veeran gi chaa gayi hai dil men jo To waajib na sukoon tujhse taras rha milne ko Ujala dil ke sheher men tere hi dum se zinda hai Aye dil humen tu maaf kr tu toota hum sharminda hain Kitaabon se to zyada sabaq log dete Kisi ke jaa ke raazon ko kisi ke aage khol dete I just imagine nafraten ye kitna bharkati hain Jo dil men ata bina soche smjhe bol dete Aksar kabhi Ye sochta main Kisi ke khayaloun men khone se behtar Hai khud men hi kho jaoun main Aksar kabhi Shayad yehi Sochta hoon ke tasweeren teri, yu'n lekr hi sojaoun main Ab girte jo aankhon se aansu Jo dil men kabhi mere jhaank tu Ke kitni muhabbat hai tujhse is dil ko Ab kese main zahir kroon? Kabse gham Betha main gin raha taaray aasman pe Tere hi naam pe Ye gaana main likh raha tere hi naam pe Alag ye raastay Ab sochun main kese ke kam houn faaslay? Kabse afsurda Saans bhi le raha khuda ke aasray Main sochta dil se tera par Kyun socha dimagh se nai? Main soch raha bhool jaun tujhe Kyunke mere dil ke halaat nai sahi Mujhe pata tu bhi soch men poori raat nai soyi Jin jagah tu phirti hai tujhe mil jayega wahan koi na koi Yaad ko teri tarsay Tujhe dekhe hogaye arsay Bejawah main yu'n kab se betha Mu'n phir liya sab se jaana Doori ka dhoondu'n bahana Aansu phir mujh pe bahana Dena nai tha dard Pehle se likha tha ye afsana Agar tum samajh jao ye baat to phir wapas aana Agar na milay koi jawab to phir samajh jana Taking deep breaths, feels like I'm losing my sanity My life is on a pedestal, I'm going through insanity I look from afar Knowing that she got my heart Jab wo khul ke na baat karay sab lagay bekaar I got her staring at me She wants to play it the hard way She's so indecisive, sent me to a dark place Aksar kabhi Ye sochta main Kisi ke khayaloun men khone se behtar Hai khud men hi kho jaoun main Aksar kabhi Shayad yehi Sochta hoon ke tasweeren teri, yu'n lekr hi sojaoun main Ab girte jo aankhon se aansu Jo dil men kabhi mere jhaank tu Ke kitni muhabbat hai tujhse is dil ko Ab kese main zahir kroon?