Boy On the Internet

As far back as I can remember, I always wanted to be a gangster I'm free-falling out the back of the window Back to when things were still simple Now I've got nothing left I'm just a boy on the internet We won't talk, we'll just sit here in limbo Looking for signs and some symbols Some that we'll never see Now we're just high on a memory Can you feel me through the screen? Can you tell me what it means When I pour my guts out, and you leave me on seen? I just lost a friend, I just lost a lover Walking on a tightrope with my eyes covered I don't wanna fight, no, I don't wanna crush her I feel like a psycho when I'm off the uppers (cr1tter) Uppers, downers I just miss being around her Another lie, another high, another compromise I can't wait no more, I'll be gone tonight Go through Hell to see the Heaven in her eyes She treat me bad, I treat her well, there's no surprise I'm free-falling out the back of the window Back to when things were still simple Now I've got nothing left I'm just a boy on the internet We won't talk, we'll just sit here in limbo Looking for signs and some symbols Some that we'll never see Now we're just high on a memory My recollection's alluding to lust Picking my brain until it self-destructs Something inside of me's calling your bluff Calling your bluff (calling your bluff) This little travesty lies in the rough Thought I'd get over it, but I'm still stuck Endlessly cycling this off the cuff I'm not enough I'm free-falling out the back of the window Back to when things were still simple Now I've got nothing left I'm just a boy on the internet