Idkatl

I've been a bad bad friend I'm sorry I'm sorry I've been in my head Do you want me Do you want me I need to know right now Can you tell me tell me I need reassurance I need health insurance 'Cause I'm sick I... Don't know about this life (ah, ah) I don't wanna go home again I don't wanna be without my friends I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances I... Don't know about this life (ah, ah) I don't wanna go home again I don't wanna be without my friends I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances I wish I felt Like someone else sometimes Wish I was dealt Different cards than the ones I have But I've been lucky To be To be Me Me I wish I could make changes I wish I kept my promise I wish I didn't need saving I wish I went to college I know my parents hate me But they won't ever tell They walk around like everything's good but they're lying They're lying They're lying to themselves I... Don't know about this life (ah, ah) I don't wanna go home again I don't wanna be without my friends I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances I... Don't know about this life (ah, ah) I don't wanna go home again I don't wanna be without my friends I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances I promise mom I promise mom I'm trying I know that by the morning i'll be fine I'll look back on my days Tattoos all on my face I'm proud of you I'm proud of you I'm proud of you I promise mom I promise mom I'm trying I know that by the morning i'll be fine I'll look back on my days Tattoos all on my face I'm proud of you I'm proud of you I'm proud of you I... Don't know about this life (ah, ah) I don't wanna go home again I don't wanna be without my friends I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances I... Don't know about this life (ah, ah) I don't wanna go home again I don't wanna be without my friends I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances