i don’t see you (how i used to)

Blur back to the little black dress That you didn't want me to know I believed when you said you were clean But there was coke in the back of the drawer Silence and another bad fight 'Til I'm crying, "Can't we just go home?" My last time in our pretty green house And collapsin' on the side of the road Now I don't see you, I don't see it anymore How I used to think I finally found the cure For my anger and my stolen years, stolen pride I don't see you how I used to anymore Last night, I was walking alone And I saw your blue car at the light I sighed, and I thought "Thank God, I'm not riding in the passenger side" Headphones, I was hummin' a song That you definitely wouldn't have liked Then, I turned around, and I turned it up And it wasn't even out of spite Now I don't see you, I don't see it anymore How I used to think I finally found the cure For my anger and my stolen years, stolen pride I don't see you how I used to anymore I don't see you even when I'm sleepin' lately And I don't think 'bout All the ways that you made me hate me And I don't see you around here anymore, I'm not angry And you don't know how little I think about you lately Now I don't see you, I don't see it anymore How I used to think I finally found the cure For my anger and my stolen years, stolen pride I don't see you how I used to anymore