Best Years

I've always wanted what I can't have

I love boys who don't love me back

And ignore the ones who do

Maybe I've got a complex

Maybe I need to see a therapist

But hey, tell me something new

Oh I'm tryin'

I'm out here thrivin'

Livin' my best years

Some people probably think I'm mean

'Cause I tell you how it is and I say what I think

But that's my humble opinion

I blame it on my fire sign

But that just makes them roll their eyes

Well, I guess it's none of my business

Oh I'm tryin'

I'm out here thrivin'

Livin' my best years

I've got no plans

Nothing on the horizon

People ask me how I've been

I just say it's in God's timing

Things can only go up from here

Livin' my best years

I don't know why it's so damn hard

To just live your life and love who you are

I need someone to show me how

And lately I'm trying not to drink alone

I'd rather stay in and read a book at home

Than call my friends to go out

Oh I'm tryin'

I'm out here thrivin'

Livin' my best years

I've got no plans

Nothing on the horizon

People ask me how I've been

I just say it's in God's timing

Things can only go up from here

Livin' my best years

They say girl you're only twenty-five

Time is still on your side

Then why's it feel like I'm running out?

They say this is a golden age

Enjoy it while it lasts 'cause seasons change

But I could use that right now

Oh I'm tryin'

I'm out here thrivin'

Livin' my best years

Oh I'm tryin'

Feels like I'm dyin'

Livin' my best years