All Around Me

There's so many ways, you've said I'm becoming someone you'd hate I keep dodging the looks you give To these guilty red eyes of mine The pit came back The one we used to fight inside Where my ghosts enjoy to hide All around me does every sign Will they remind me of you somehow? Now the memories will rot and grieve Right under my mental weave As I'm trying to keep those things Away from my heavy head I stand up high But never reach the ground Above me, my demons laugh out loud All around me does every sign Will they remind me of you somehow? Every day seems to break me down Running through the limbos It all turns black