Spiralling Out

I've been spiralling out for hours Burning a hole in my brain And I just keep talking and running in circles Over and over again Is it worth the pain for now? Is it worth it to find out? Don't wanna be the air you breathe out Breathe out I've been holding my head up higher Hoping that soon it'll take So far the weight isn't any lighter My lack of a backbone is ready to break Is it worth the pain for now? Is it worth it to find out? Don't wanna be the air you breathe out Breathe out I know my self deprecation is so annoying Stuck in a loop and it's oh so boring One might assume that I almost enjoy it I've been spiralling out for hours Burning a hole in my brain And I just keep talking and running in circles Over and over again Over and over Ovеr and over Over and over Ovеr and over Over and over Over and over Over and over Over and over