Hurts so Bad (Piano Version)

Is it the time to take the blame Or try and keep you in the game With false reaction, no attraction Take some pills and walk away You're feeling secretly denied No one's remaining by your side Whispers crashing, you feel like smashing Your face against the floor again Don't know how many moods you've faked But how much more is there to take And no distraction, no direction There's just nowhere left to go "And it hurts so bad It's a life I never wanted! Under the golden layers, concealed from you to see 'Cause it hurts so bad It's a life I never wanted! I never wanted it to end (like this)" Tired of losing anyway It never matters what you say And all rejection and disconnection It doesn't even make it worse For now all morbid fear is gone The fighting ends, you accept they've won And all the pressure and all displeasure Leaves you here in your own void "And it hurts so bad It's a life I never wanted! Under the golden layers, concealed from you to see 'Cause it hurts so bad It's a life I never wanted! I never wanted it to end (like this)"