Far from the Same

Oh no, there I go again

Forgetting you're you, not him

Hate to put you on defense

'Cause I'm still mad from things he did

You worry when I'm quiet

But there's a war inside my head

And even when I let you in

It's still hard for me to imagine

That it's just good

It's just safe

It's just that I only know heartbreak

So I push

Push you away

'Cause I'm so scared it'll end the same

But you are so far from the same

I'm unlearning how to run

But it's easier said than done

Lived in chaos for so long

That peace feels like there's something wrong

But it's just good

It's just safe

It's just that I only know heartbreak

So I push

Push you away

'Cause I'm so scared it'll end the same

But you are so far from the same

You are so far from the same

He was angry

You were patient

I'm done waiting

For you to leave like he did

He was nothing like this

'Cause this is good

This is safe

I think it's time I give my heart a break

I won't push

Push you away

'Cause I know that it won't end the same

You are so far from the same

You are so far from the same