I'M NOT GOING OUT LIKE THIS

I've been trying to lose myself in this drink

I've been picking the holes around my eyes

I've got nothing to lose, I'm a waste, I'm a freak

I've been battered and bruised, it's ok, I'm not fine

But I'm not going out like this

I'm not going down like this

I'm not fucking around

With my feet off the ground

Hey mumma look at me now

I'm not going down like this

Keep me fucking confused, abused and alone

I'm my sadness I bathe, it's the place I call home

Make a fool of myself, so I never fit in

If being sad and debased was a race, I would win

But I'm not going out like this

I'm not going down like this

I'm not fucking around

With my feet off the ground

Hey mumma look at me now

I'm not going down like this

But I'm not going out like this

I'm not going down like this

I'm not fucking around

With my feet off the ground

Hey mumma look at me now

I'm not going down like this