Barely

Let the battle begin

Between what I know and what I feel

Most days I'm not sure what's real

I'm just going through the motions

Tryna make sense of my emotions

Can't help but listen to every word

Only gets better to get worse

It always gets worse (oh-oh-oh)

Tell me, what do I do?

When I don't know what to do

'Cause I'm my own worst enemy

I can't trust myself

Every day is failure in reverse

It's like a never-ending curse

Am I headed for disaster?

Do I really wanna know the answer?

Can't breathe, can't think, don't bother trying

When it hits is paralyzing

I'm only just and almost not

Only just and almost not okay

Just a matter of time

Before it all begins once again

There really is no end

Did I close my eyes to reason?

Staying somewhere I should be leaving

Can't help but let the doubt cloud my mind

None of this is what I thought was right

Can I make it right? (oh-oh-oh)

Tell me, what do I do?

When I don't know what to do

'Cause I'm my own worst enemy

I can't trust myself

Every day is failure in reverse

It's like a never-ending curse

Am I headed for disaster?

Do I really wanna know the answer?

Can't breathe, can't think, don't bother trying

When it hits is paralyzing

I'm only just and almost not

Only just and almost not okay

Oh!

Oh, oh!

Oh!

I'm only just and almost not

I'm only just and almost not

Am I okay?

Every day is failure in reverse

It's like a never-ending curse

Am I headed for disaster?

Do I really wanna know the answer?

Can't breathe, can't think, don't bother trying

When it hits is paralyzing

Only just and almost not

I'm only just and almost not okay

I'm not okay