I don't want you to feel sorry

No its not your fault, know you're worried

Think about whats going on w me ur hurting

I can't lie, struggling for a purpose

I dont wanna die but idk if its all worth it

I really hate it how i gotta go thru all this pain just to feel myself

I'm really anxious now don't wanna mess things up but its hard when im not doing well

Yeah i gotta find the problem

Psilocybin messing with my head now i rly feel like dying

Looking for the love, yeah its in the silver lining

Took to many drugs now its messing w my timing

Got me feeling fucked up, acting like im fine

And listening to my thoughts

Then i hear the sirens

Every time i mess up i can hear the silence

It's violent

Yeah its hard not to wait up

But im better on my own need a change up

From you

I need to save us

From falling further apart

Cuz i'm contagious

Gotta say i really miss ur absence

God i miss the days when i aint worry bout shit

I'm okay even though i cant do this

Another cliche just to get me thru this

So far away

You've got me

I wont forget

All the things u said to me

But i don't feel

Well

Yeah i gotta find the problem

Psilocybin messing with my head now i rly feel like dying

Looking for the love, yeah its in the silver lining

Took to many drugs now its messing w my timing

Got me feeling fucked up, acting like im fine

And listening to my thoughts

Then i hear the sirens

Every time i mess up i can hear the silence

It's violent