I’m challenging my own beliefs A product of the things that happen around me I can’t maintain I can’t maintain I can’t maintain My sanity Shut the door Turn out the lights Unplug the fucking phone from the wall I don’t wanna be bothered by anyone But simultaneously I don’t wanna be lonely I don’t wanna feel lonely anymore No phone calls No text messages No socialization Isolate myself From everyone else And I wonder why I’m all alone No control I can’t control The things that happen inside my head I can’t maintain My sanity Everything is black
