I feel so much till I feel nothing at all

Is it self-preservation or a 9-1-1 call?

I don't wanna burden you with issues 'cause I know it burns you just to listen

I felt it in my chest, now I'm feeling nothing at all

The preacher man said he'd pray for my soul

The doctor man hands me chemicals

I'm only 16, I shouldn't feel this old

I'm only 16

Oh, and I lost somebody, she left my body stranded on the road

It only makes it worse when I jump head first with my pockets full of stones

And I'm not ready to sink or swim, too scared to fly, so scared of drowning

I'm not ready to sink or swim, I know, so I just wanna float

Float

Would you come over even if we don't talk?

Sit with me, hold my hand, help me wait it out till my storm stops

And if I could, turn off my thoughts like a light switch, stop gravity in the middle of the fall

Is this, this all I am?

So I'm talking with God, it's feeling like a hoax

And my so-called friends hand me alcohol

I'm only 19, I shouldn't feel this small

I'm only 19

Oh, and I lost somebody, she left my body stranded on the road

It only makes it worse when I jump head first with my pockets full of stones

And I'm not ready to sink or swim, too scared to fly, so scared of drowning

I'm not ready to sink or swim, I know, so I just wanna float

Float

So I'll go out in the sun, plant my feet in the dirt

I know I'm still young, growing up still hurts

If coming undone is a lesson to be learned

I'll stitch me back up, do what I need first

But I'm only 16

No, I'm only 19

Thought I'd be better by the time I hit 21

But now, I'm 23

Oh, and I lost somebody, she left my body stranded on the road

It only makes it worse when I jump head first with my pockets full of stones

And I'm not ready to sink or swim, too scared to fly, scared of drowning

I know, I know, so I just wanna float

Float