In Memory

Some of the ugliest things took the longest time to make And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break And I'm not asking for value nor the pain But I am asking for a way out of this lie Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past And drown myself in memories Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is And fixing your problems and starting over again You're feeding your ego with what you can see outside And you're killing yourself for not speaking your mind Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past And drown myself in memories In memory I wonder why you make-believe You live your life straight through me I cannot understand why you question me and then you lie I will not justify your ways I cannot show you an escape I do not know you anymore I never knew you anyway Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past And drown myself in memories 'Cause I can't wait And I can't live in the past And drown myself in memories In memory In memory