Ken, I fucking hate you

"You keep getting hurt, you keep spilling your blood because of me, for me, you fool."

Wanna go to sleep as soon as I wake

When I go to sleep, pray I don't wake up

I'm so sick of this stupid and fake stuff

All of the bad that I did, I can't make up

I just wanna get high to forget this feeling

That I got inside, I can't fix this

Fuck what you think, fuck your opinion

Don't need to know what I'm on, mind your business

Can I do this? I can't do this

Fuck this rat race, I'm so through it, all this bullshit

It's so stupid, I don't get it

I'm so clueless

What's the point? Please can you tell me?

In my head all day, this ain't healthy

And I know you believe you can help me

Heart cold as ice and I'm already melting

All this weight on my back, I been drowning

I don't want anybody around me

I don't want anybody to see me

When I get like this, nobody needs me

Please don't tell me you love me and leave me

Bitch, I already know you gon leave me

You gon leave me, you gon leave me

Bitch, I already know you gon leave me

How'd I mess this up? I had so many chances

My head's so fucked up and I don't understand it

Don't ever think I will, nothing matters, this isn't real

Why you want me let you in? I don't want you to know how I feel

I don't want you to know that I failed

I don't want you to know I'm in Hell

Always was but you just couldn't tell

It's to the point where I know you can tell

I'm past the point of return, I won't heal

Fuck it, it's settled, my fate is sealed

Something is wrong, I don't know what it is

I lost my heart, I don't know where it is

I don't know I did, I don't know where to go

I don't know how to fix this, I don't know how to cope

I don't know I did, I don't know where to go

I don't know how to fix this, I don't know how to cope